Forever I try to make it right,
Together we suck, end in sight,
I’m tired of fighting the good fight,
If you say the word then I’ll say goodbye.
Hjärtat brinner, jag springer, stannar när du märker att jag förföljer dig
För mycket vatten ska rinna under många broar innan jag glömmer dig
Jag vill inte stressa dig
och jag vill inte pressa dig
men jag vill säga högt och klart
vad jag finner underbart
och du är det skönaste jag vet
I smile when I’m angry.
I cheat and I lie.
I do what I have to do
To get by.
But I know what is wrong,
And I know what is right.
And I’d die for the truth
In My Secret Life
//
Looked through the paper.
Makes you want to cry.
Nobody cares if the people
Live or die.
And the dealer wants you thinking
That it’s either black or white.
Thank G-d it’s not that simple
In My Secret Life.
I bite my lip.
I buy what I’m told:
From the latest hit,
To the wisdom of old.
But I’m always alone.
And my heart is like ice.
And it’s crowded and cold
In My Secret Life.
The very first big white snowflakes fell down from the sky tonight as I was walking by the river with Avin. We had been at dance show. It was dark, there were blue lights and salmiakki in my mouth. I trembled because it felt so extraordinary. So significant. So beautiful. Nina Simone - I wish I knew how it would feel to be free

Jolleivat ihmiset elä yleisen vallan alaisina, joka pitää heidät kaikki pelossa, he ovat sodaksi kutsutussa tilassa, kaikkien sodassa kaikkia vastaan.
- Thomas Lobbes
So if these words reach you, you sure remember what to do
And if these words don’t exist yet don’t forget
That I tried to reach you and I tried to tell you
That it was true
Mcrambles:
I think that when you paint, creatively, you shouldn’t wear a bra,
if you are a girl. (For boys, don’t wear pants…or clothes at all).
And if you are listening to a song you like, put it on repeat,
and say the words, even if you don’t know all of them yet.
I think that when you go to fold your clothes, if you fold
them, you should put them on your bed, and inhale the scent.
If you dance, do it naked. Shed the clothes that we are
all told depict our status, and stop worrying, move. Who cares?
I think that we should stop telling ourselves that we aren’t
artist, or writers, or dreamers, or poets, or lovers, or friends.
We should start calling each Fellow Human, and take them
for what they are, and not what we want them to be.
I think we should be allowed to buy children’s toys and stuffed
animals, and pillow pets, to encourage ourselves never to grow old.
Turn the lights on and off, quickly, create your own strobe light,
marvel at electricity, fill your houses with light and love.
Drink a beer, enjoy. If you don’t like beer, take your pick,
kool aide works just as well, and tastes sweeter.
Stare at the stars, and wonder. Watch the ocean, and talk
to her, tell her your dreams, and fears, and wash them away with the tide.
Don’t always love deeply, pick who you love, be choicy, find
people who will love deeply back. Smile at others.
Breath in. Breath out. Rinse. Repeat.
Take off your bra while you paint, or your pants.
Live for yourself,
not for others.
Keep going, don’t give up,
don’t give up,
don’t
give
up.
I ran away in floods of shame
I’ll never tell how close I came
As I crossed the hollow road
Well you went left and I went right
As the moon hung proud and bright
You would have loved it here tonight
Spin me ‘round just to pin me down on the cover of this strange bed
Spin me ‘round just to pin me down
Wrap up your questions, keep them down
Let the water lead us home
And I was sorry for what I’d done
When you were young, I was not old
But our story was not told
Torn apart by greedy hands
Spin me ‘round just to pin me down on the cover of this strange bed
Spin me ‘round just to pin me down
Spin me ‘round just to pin me down I’ll be gone by the night’s end
Spin me ‘round just to pin me down
I’ll be home in a little while
Lover, I’ll be home